The Art of Protest: Beauty in Decay and the Portrait I Can’t Not Paint
Some paintings come from rage. This one comes from truth. In this post, I share why I’m creating a protest portrait of Trump, how it fits into my Beauty in Decay series, and what it means to use art as resistance in a country unraveling by the day.
Memorial Day: What (and Who) Are We Really Remembering?
Memorial Day asks us to remember—but only some stories. In this post, I explore the overlooked, the uncomfortable, and the power of art to reclaim memory. As I begin my Trump protest portrait, I’m thinking about who gets honored, who gets erased, and what it means to remember with honesty.
When the Bloom Is a Warning: Springtime in an Unraveling America
As flowers bloom and the world warms, so does the chaos. In this post, I reflect on the unsettling contrast between spring’s beauty and America’s political unraveling. From wild gardens to protest art, this is about finding meaning—and power—in what grows through decay.
Studio Update: What I’m Growing (and What’s Dying Off)
May is a month of transition—and my studio reflects that. In this update, I share what I’m growing, what I’ve let die off, and how my work is shifting in response to the world outside. From botanical paintings to an upcoming protest portrait, this is a look inside the evolving rhythm of my creative life.
What Does It Mean to Be Seen?
What does it mean to be seen—not just noticed, but fully recognized in your truth? In this deeply personal post, I explore how my art practice creates space for softness, strength, and survival to coexist. This is a reflection on visibility, aging, queerness, and the power of reclaiming beauty in the broken.
Brushstrokes and Battle Cries: Why My Art Is a Protest
My art isn't just about beauty—it's about bearing witness. To the quiet unraveling of identity, to the resilience in decay, to the truth of what it means to inhabit a body that's been politicized simply for aging. I paint to reclaim space, to say the feminine experience is worthy, raw, complex, and powerful—even (especially) when it’s uncomfortable. This isn’t just art. It’s a protest—layered in color, shadow, and truth.
"This Is Garbage": The Secret Mantra of Every Artist Who's Ever Grown
If you’ve ever stared at your own painting and thought, “This is trash,”—congrats, you’re a real artist. In this post, I dig into why we sometimes hate our own work, and how that discomfort is actually a sign of growth, evolution, and creative truth-telling.
When the Muse Ghosts You (AKA Making Bad Art on Purpose)
Feeling stuck in a creative rut? Same. Lately, inspiration has been playing hard to get—even though I want to paint, the magic isn’t showing up on schedule. So what do I do? I make bad art. Like, really bad art. Turns out, embracing the mess and letting go of perfection is often the only way to get unstuck. In this post, I’m getting real about artistic block, ADHD brain chaos, and why having 10 half-finished paintings is actually a genius strategy (not a problem… probably).
If you’ve ever felt uninspired, overwhelmed, or just plain blah—this one’s for you. 💥
The Botanical Renaissance: Painting Femmes, Power, and the Chaos of Creation
Flowers don’t ask for permission to bloom—they just do. They push through cracks, stretch toward the light, spill over fences and sidewalks, refusing containment. They are life-giving, resilient, chaotic, powerful—just like femmes.
In my Botanical Series, I paint flowers not as fragile decorations, but as symbols of endurance, transformation, and defiance. Their petals twist and curl in impossible poses, their roots push through the weight of bricks and concrete, their forms take up more space than the world allows. They are perimenopause, ovulation, pregnancy, menopause—the entire spectrum of femme existence, from first bloom to final petal.
For too long, patriarchy has dictated what is beautiful, what is worthy, what is powerful. But we are reclaiming it. We are in a renaissance of femme identity, of autonomy, of creative and economic power. And just as the classical painters used chiaroscuro to illuminate kings and gods, I use it to highlight us—to carve our presence into history, to demand that we be seen.
This series is a reminder: We have always been the creators, the life-bringers, the ones who shape the world. And no system can stop what is already in full bloom.
Sunsets, Water, and the Violence of Change
Sunsets are not soft. They are violent in their transformation—burning through the sky, shifting minute by minute, demanding to be seen before surrendering to darkness. They hold contradictions: romance and fear, hope and sadness, the promise of tomorrow and the death of today.
Growing up in St. Petersburg, Florida, the ocean was always there, but like so many natives, I rarely stopped to take it in. We assume it will always be waiting. Yet, I dream of water constantly—not as a place of stillness, but as something alive, changing, pulling and receding, reflecting the world above it. Water is fluid, like gender, like identity, like resistance. Sunsets, too, are acts of defiance—refusing to dim, burning brightest just before disappearing.
In my work, I paint them not as backdrops, but as forces. The sky, the water, the light—they are never still, never silent, never asking permission to exist.
Liberty Street in Autumn: The Weight We Carry, The Hope We Grow
The bricks beneath my feet were cracking, breaking under the weight of the buildings they were meant to support. Scattered across them, dead leaves clung to the last remnants of autumn, their golden edges curling inward. And yet, through the fractures, small green clovers pushed their way to the surface—thriving in a place they were never meant to grow.
That moment, captured in a single photograph on Liberty Street in Savannah, became the foundation for my painting Liberty Street in Autumn. The layers of color, the exaggerated perspective, the light catching the shine of a leather boot—every element speaks to the weight we carry and the hope that refuses to be buried. Like the clovers, femmes and marginalized communities continue to rise through the cracks of a system designed to hold us down. This painting is about resilience, about noticing the overlooked, about redefining what is possible—even in the most uninviting spaces.
Reframing Beauty: Feminism, Still Life, and the Art of Resistance
The hum of my projector fills the studio, casting fragmented shapes onto the blank canvas. I adjust the scale, shifting the composition—a peony unfolding beyond recognition, a wine glass teetering on an unseen edge, grapes swollen to impossible proportions. Sometimes I refine my vision in Procreate, arranging forms before committing to paint, but once my brush touches the canvas, the image begins to breathe on its own. I think about light and shadow, color and contrast—not just as visual elements, but as a language. What does it mean to illuminate? To obscure? To take up space? These choices are never just aesthetic; they are deeply intentional.
Feminism in art does not always arrive in neon protest signs. Sometimes, it blooms in the slow, deliberate act of refusing to shrink. The world teaches women to make themselves small, to be decorative, to be palatable. But my paintings challenge that expectation in subtle ways—in the scale of a flower that refuses to stay confined, in a table that tilts just enough to feel unstable, in objects that seem familiar yet are impossibly distorted. Still life has long been dismissed as a "feminine" art form, but what if still life is its own quiet rebellion?
Light is never neutral. It tells us what to admire, what to ignore, what to see. In my work, light bends and shadows loom, playing with perception—challenging the notion that beauty must be delicate, obedient, easily understood. What happens when beauty is unruly? When it overwhelms? When it refuses to be contained?
This is the quiet power of feminist art. It does not always scream. But it disrupts, unsettles, reclaims. It asks the viewer to pause, to reconsider, to see. And in that space of reconsideration, there is room for change.